14
Jan
I just moved back home on the 1st, and I haven’t even spent a night in my bed yet! I’m always staying at my boyfriend’s house. It feels weird to constantly be somewhere else- and it just makes me more anxious to find a place of our own. Don’t get me wrong, I love my family and his, but being able to live together and spend our time building a home together is what I long for. I am soon going to have a baby girl in May, and I would like to be settled in and ready for her arrival by that time. It seems that time flies so quickly nowadays. It feels like pregnancy is going to last forever but I’m already on my 22nd week, almost 6 months! That means I only have 123 days left to carry around this fetus in my belly haha. Soon she will be a real human being, a physical identity of genes passed down through generations of two sides, combined to generate a beautiful living creature that will call me “mommy”. I know that from this point forward, in this new year- 2013, I will be a different person forever. Mother’s Day will take on whole new meaning for me. Everything I do will be for her- and my new little family. Time will pass quickly now, and the lazy days will mean much more than ever- if they ever come around again.
Time - Pink Floyd + Lyrics (by ClassicRockMusic)
